Wednesday, February 23, 2011

You Gotta Fight 4 Your Right... (World At War)

But not to party... for equality... It's ironic that so much "revolution" is going on in the world in the same month that we celebrate "Black History". I have battled with myself for weeks questioning if I should write on this topic because it can cause so much fire within people and groups but I could not sit by and not speak on it. If not for Ghidorah for those who have ideas/thoughts but fear saying anything. I know there could be serious reprocussions but right now I feel like somebody besides the media needs to speak. Freedoms A decade ago most people couldnt have forseen how far we have come, not only in a technological sense but in the sense of freedom. The U.S. was beginning to be viewed as the land of freedom and decade upon decade we have tried to help others gain the same freedoms and have the same voice. For generations we have helped push democratic revolution around the world. Although it began long before the formation of the U.S., it seems to be perfected by the American Revolution. From the Magna Carta(1215) and English Bill of Rights(1689) to the French Declaration of the Rights of Man and Citizen(1789) and the U.S. Bill of Rights(1791), we have seen change, struggle, and reform. Places such as Philippines (1986), South Korea (1988), Russia (1991), and Serbia (2000) have all fought for and earned their democratic freedom. Now places like Egypt, Tunisia, and Algeria all fighting for the same rights.
That in itself is amazing in my eyes,. In the 60's-90's though most of us didnt get to see it... the world was making huge changes with the urging or the U.S. Now, The world is again making changes, yet not with the coaxing of the U.S., rather the will to expect better of their leaders. I look at their actions and almost envy their will to go beyond the expectations of their age and limitations. They put themselves in a path to expect violence, yet choose to not take aim with a weapon but with their voices. In a day and age where it is easier to get a group of people to carry guns, its beautiful to see a group of people get together to carry a message. All battles are not meant to be won, but thats doesnt mean its not meant to be fought. Call me pessimistic but I don't forsee another major movement in the U.S. like so many of us were able to be apart of in 2008. When Obama was elected, for myself, it was not a moment to celebrate a, "Black President", rather the nation coming together to say, "We want better!".
Egpty Protest
Today, more than ever before, we have a better access of what our gov't did, does, and will be doing. Sadly we are probably less in-touch with this aspect as we are to which celeb got caught with drugs, guns, or nude this week. Even in writing this most people will not think twice after they switch to their facetwitspace. In a time where we can see a little more clearly what our, "Representitives", are doing with our tax money and our vote, we choose to overlook it because, for some strange reason, it doesnt affect us. During the duration of the Bush presidency the economy began to plummet, with Obama it was a rescue mission (which has yet to be finished), yet with the next election will the numbers be the same as 08'?
Three hundred years ago the Americas claimed freedom, almost two hundred years later everyone was considered equal. I've heard many times that Americans have become complacent because we have nothing else to fight for. Even worse, the young black generation is even more complacent with the same thought. We may not have the next major revolution on our hands but we (Americans) do still have thing to fight for. Health benefits, Job opportunities, Reasonable pay, Affordable living, Reasonable schooling costs(tuition), Available transportation... we have reason to not be complacent... question is: When will we have the drive?

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Maybe It's You

So I had this thought a while back: Have you ever wondered why you can’t find the right man? Maybe because you aren’t the right woman… but there is that possibility that you are looking for the wrong thing…


We all have up and downs but let’s get serious. I really hate how the ladies are coming to the conclusion that they can’t find a good man out there. Do you even have a realistic idea of what a good man is? I hate to add to your negativity but maybe, just maybe you aren’t as good a woman as you think you are. Common sense should begin to kick in eventually. If you are always with the wrong man then something obviously is wrong with you (Common sense isn’t so common anymore I see). Maybe you aren’t making the best decisions in life.

Let’s look at it as if you are taking a test…. If you get your test back and you received an F you obviously didn’t know the right answers. A good student sees where they messed up, learns from that mistake, and begins to practice better study habits so they won’t fail again. However, when it comes to relationships we attempt to place restrictions rather than improve. So in theory we are holding ourselves back. Basically we are saying “Every time I marked A I got the answer wrong so I won’t mark A on any more of my test.” This sounds really stupid and that is exactly what we do. Say a football player didn’t take the relationship or you seriously, now you are done with all football players but you still didn’t learn anything from the situation and still find yourself with dudes you shouldn’t be with.

In my experiences every time a female says there aren’t any good men around she is completely overlooking all the guys around her. She isn’t really looking for a good man at all. I actually think that these females enjoy disappointments in their life. There are people who thrive off disappointments in their lives; they enjoy that feeling.

How are you going to complain about there being no good men or good men are hard to find when you spend the vast majority of your time overlooking them? I even go as far as to ask, do you even know what a good man is?

I can’t stand to hear some female (or dude for that fact) talk about how they are the baddest in town… no good man (or woman) wants to hear that. No one wants to talk to someone with an over inflated ego, it just makes you look dumb when it’s all said and done. Nobody likes cockiness and no that isn’t confidence, because you are as shallow as they come. Then your next sentence is about you not needing a man (or woman) and about how you got this and that, but that itch of loneliness is hard to scratch isn’t it? So you hit the clubs and the hot spots in your best outfit looking for attention. You can’t deny that you don’t because you really do. You are not even dressing for yourself. You are dressing for the attention that you crave so much, and when you don’t get your desired attention you begin to spiral. You go and make up these excuses as to why you don’t get noticed and this and that. Maybe it’s because you are not about anything. I mean look where you are trying to get attention… the club? Its dark, loud, smells terrible and people already have a certain mindset once they get there. Do you know how disappointing it is to start talking to a female you are physically attracted to, only to find out that she isn’t worth more than a one night stand or a more than a simple greeting? Very sad. So imagine constantly getting that… Everything after “hello” goes completely down hill; your expectations begin to lower. You no longer search for that in that form of environment or type of person. Ladies please don’t’ think for a second that you are the only sex losing faith in finding the right one.

I also don’t like how guys want to guard themselves from being vulnerable… being vulnerable can be a good thing…


My other favorite thing to hear is when you tell a girl to stop being bitter cause she is lonely and guarded and she responds by saying she is not bitter she is just tired of no good dudes and that she is focusing on herself…. Yet she doesn’t make any lasting improvements. The only thing she has done is take time to get “ol’ buddy” out of her mind. She still fails to truly evaluate herself. So when she steps back in the game she has the same tired failing game plan, and wonders why she keeps losing. So now she wants to be a player so she won’t get played anymore, but instead of getting back at the dude that played her by, moving on with her life. She decides to lower herself and play dudes that actually care about her. Now her worth is lowered, by her own hand. So sure she may have won some games but she had another losing season. We all take heavy hits but a lot of us choose to stay down or quit the game entirely.

The other thing I like to read is when a female post that a dude missed out on a “good” woman and she’ll find another one that can appreciate her…. Did your shallow friends tell you that? Why do you feel the need to announce this to the world so that you can get all these other insecure people to verify that yes, you can replace him…. But they never tell you that you need to work on yourself… did it ever occur to you that maybe you were dismissed? Maybe you aren’t worth it. Maybe you just don’t stack up to his potential…. That can’t be true because guys don’t have standards when it comes to females right? We snatch up the first thing that comes round…. (That mentality is probably why you by yourself). Haven’t met his family? Maybe your potential isn’t worth investing in. Short tempered and bitter? Who wants that?

By the time you get a good dude you don’t know what to do with him, so he can’t deal with you.

I just wanted to ruffle some feathers. The fact of the matter is, we have to truly evaluate ourselves and take time to understand what we are really looking for and stop confusing our want for companionship and affection with lust and other failures. Let’s make sense in some of the things we do. Let’s stop craving for more attention when we can’t even handle the little attention that we already receive….

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Artistic Passion... All Me! (pt. II)

Part II check em out, hope you like, enjoy! Artistic Passion... All Me!

Good Love

I want that happy to hear voice kinda good love that i can't sleep all the way thru the night without you kinda good love that quick to cook you any dinner kinda good love that "i'll get at you later dawg" kinda good love that leave work quick for a kiss kinda good love that only wantin to see you kinda good love that cut off the alarm just to stay with you kinda good love that give up a kidney just to be apart of you kinda good love that wake up smilin cuz im next to you kinda good love that call you just to know you care kinda good love that text me and i'll text you back kinda good love that change my status cuz i know you'll read it kinda good love that hide your bag so you cant go to work kinda good love that "go ahead chill wit ya girls" kinda good love that "i love you more... no i love you more" kinda good love that stay up all nite makin love kinda good love that "i'ma get the last word" kinda good love that make you a gift just because kinda good love that take you to meet my moms kinda good love that "i cant get enough of..." kinda good love that "lets take a trip outta town" kinda good love that "here's some money go have fun" kinda good love that "baby let me massage you" kinda good love that "today is your day" kinda good love that "come out with me" kinda good love that "you are my prototype" kinda good love that "he went to see Jared" kinda good love that for you money aint a thang kinda good love that ima stay home cuz she sick kinda good love that anywhere you are is where im tryin to be kinda good love that 2Pac - Smile For Me kinda good love that "girl u know i-i-i-i-i love you" kinda good love that i cant see me being happy without you kinda good love that together we make musical master pieces kinda good love that it dont get no better kinda good love that its so simple we get lost in each other kinda good love that i cant remember when it wasnt good kinda good love that it cant be this good kinda good love that ”what you know bout Skee-Lo” kinda good love that "naaaah you listen to that too?" kinda good love that made me forget cause i saw you kinda good love that lets just watch movies tonite kinda good love that fallin asleep in each others arms kinda good love that i didn't know what love was kinda good love that you make this love more than good kinda good love now thats my kinda good kinda good love haha

Beau-t-full

I prayed just to see her Dark rooms would brighten with her smile her eyes Beauty enough to make a grown man cry but I wipe away my tears God must have been on my side because im blind at the sight of her I hoped to smell the sweetness of her The newest bloom after the first rain of spring had not grasp of it A fresh cut honeydew would smell sour when compared I got what I wanted when I overdosed from the scent of her I fiended for her touch till I touched her Because when denied so many times my pride ached But the spirit in me wouldn’t allow me to break And once I had I couldn’t get enough of her I begged for a kiss till I kissed her Crazy when I thought I never would I was given more Not sex but a kiss on the cheek that sparked something like never before So when contact was made I was in deep deep bliss with her I needed the love from her At a time when I thought the word was no more than a joke The meaning was reinstated quicker than the light each night with a click Like a drug she has me addicted till I get the love of…. Her

L... Word

The day I saw you was the day something changed Because for the first time in a long time I smiled Now I can’t see whether it was your eyes peering into my soul Or your smile kissing my eyes with beauty Perhaps it was that sweet smell that graced my nose Maybe even the way you touched my arm so slightly as we passed But I knew then what I never thought I would… I look at u and smile because i know what i want, I want to be happy and I want you to make that a reality I feel something more than I’m used to feeling Or am I just creating this to please myself No because I haven’t felt this before this is new Maybe I’m over thinking what I feel and should just let it happen But why does it feel like it’s stalling… My Mind is playing tricks on me And my heart is playing tricks on you Believe me I want to say it… I feel like I should say it… But I just can’t say it... To you Everything is telling me that this is right But I can’t help but hold back the… You said it to me and I know you meant it I feel it in your voice it’s true it’s real I thought my heart had healed I thought I was better Yet still here I am frozen like ice It’s hard to breathe because inside I’m so cold I want to be happy I think I want you But I’m not happy with me yet… I’m in love with your loving but unable to love the lover At least not until I find love for me…

She Loves

She loves that feeling when I touch her, her body shakes n shivers And when I lick my lips that chill down her spine makes her lips quiver Or just the thought that when it happens she knows I will deliver And after every word I brush back her hair and lean in to kiss her She loves that feeling when we're alone and I hold her tight And the thoughts running thru her head that she can be here all night The stress eases and the pain fades cuz now everything is alright Never wonder about wandering eyes cuz she’s the only one in my sight She loves the feeling when I say I love her she wants to scream And the things I do only for her jus makes her cream Or that her friends hate cuz I can’t possibly be what I seem Maybe because she knows she’s the only one I want on my team She loves the feeling that I have no reason to lie And every time we're together it’s a natural high Like John Legend our feet stay scraping the sky Plus knowing I’m the only man that won’t make her cry She loves the feeling that this is possibly the best that love can be And knowing that if she runs I’ll chase her when she flees And knowing everyday she can call and I’ll be there if she needs She loves the feeling of being loved.... but does she love me?